Sport 40: 2012
Frankie McMillan
Frankie McMillan
1925 Henry Soutter does the unthinkable
There are no straight lines in the human body
even when the heart is wrung out to dry
there will be other routes—journeys
ia small balloon through
the artery of a leg or the underside
of a thigh, here people walking past
look into my window as if they might see
my surgeon’s hands at work, the whiff
of wrongdoing, a pig’s heart sewn inside
an empty chamber, an opening
in the atrium where once I carefully poked
my finger in order to palpate
the heart valve of a woman
laid bare before me on the gurney
no harm done though once she was
stitched my colleagues
scattered like geese
throughout the hospital wards
Outside I touched earth, called upon it as witness
I too, am learning to heal myself
Note: Soutter was not permitted to do this pioneer operation again.
In the corner of my mind, a boy
This morning watching people in the street
I remembered the book I’d forgotten to write—
The Boy Who Lived In A Wardrobe
which I promptly changed to
The Boy in the Wardrobe, this meant
it could be flash fiction as living implies
a day’s activities which in the case of the boy
would normally be kicking a ball
around the overgrown tennis court, or finding
a lost bird in the hedge
then there is the business of eating, licking fingers
washing and scrubbed knees all of which
are impractical in the dim wardrobe smelling
of furs and the indecision of shoes
and though I can present the child however
I wish a chance encounter might be best
say, a glimpse through a key hole
to where a small boy sits
playing with his fingers in what would be
my parent’s wardrobe, the cotton dresses
falling on his shoulders
my father’s trousers a stack of chimneys
which brings me back to the parade of people—
how they walk towards deeds
they never knew they had within them